But now we're like, whoa.

Make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes.

Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 11:52 PM

You can go higher, you can go deeper. There are no boundaries above &
beneath you. Break every rule cos' there's nothing between you & your
dreams. With every step, you climb another mountain. Every breath, it's harder
to believe. Yeah, there are no boundaries. - No Boundaries

Before, I had to admit I really hated Kris Allen for beating up Danny Gokey & Adam Lambert. But after all those interviews pagkatapos ng A.I. Season 8, I've realized that Kris Allen's really who I wanted all this time:

• super good-looking/a heartthrob
• a loving family guy
• an awesome singer :-bd
• down-to-earth (?)

It's like my world's spinning upside down. Cos' now, I must confess, I'm a bit disappointed with Adam Lambert. I was totally devastated with his revelation (pls. don't ask me what's what). So, I'm taking back what I said against Kris. Bec, I can't srsly love/idolize someone who's not straight! Bullshit, I hate it. Parang I'd like to say it to his face na "Hoooy! Umayos ka ngaaa!". Pero, ofcourse. I can't change who he truly is. Kaya, I'm really torturing myself to accept Adam as he is.

Back to Kris. :)
Walalang. Abruptly, I wanted to listen to him everytime I have the chance to. Ngayon, he truly melts me up to the bones just like what David Archuleta's been doing to me since Season 7. :P I guess, Kris is really really really awesome. That's all I can say.

Kris Allen's totally awesome. :-bd
(but Adam's great too, my friend! pero, he's still not straight :)

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Starting Over :)

Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 11:14 PM

It's still me, Nikkehhh. I just moved to another blog cos' I really think I've created posts that are well, nonsense. Haha, I know. Now, I think I'm ready to create another 'chapter'. I'll try hard not to hurt other people (maybe just a little less than before, HAHA) & I will talk with sense this time! :P

I know, I've been such a nag during those blogposts. I've learned so much from it & I'll be a little more careful now than before. Kasi those times were the worst/best part of my 2008-2009 life. Parang all those posts were made during melancholy nights. Nyahaha, kidding. =)) Except the part where I really felt ecstatic & hyper while making my Havaianas.

Ah geez, believe me. I already stopped being a dramaqueen. Bec misery is soooo not my type. At 'wag niyong pangaraping ma-experience yun. Boring, seryoso. At saka, what will you get from it? Super sore eyes? A broken ego? Trust me, you don't wanna waste your time darling. :)

So, ayun na. Medjo natuto na 'ko kahit konti. Iba na ngayon. Mas matapang & matino na'ko. (matakot ka na) I won't make a fool out of myself anymore. Nakakadala. Kasi nga, iba na ngayoooon!

Now I think we're taking this too far. Don't you know? That it's not this hard, it's not this hard. But if you take what's yours and I take mine. Must we go there? Please not this time, no not this time. - Brighter

Alam ko may matututunan pa 'ko.
At alam 'kong mag-iingat na ko. :-bd

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